So... the boy I met at the auction and I went out to lunch/coffee a couple of weekends ago. My confession...I had an amazing time. I couldn't believe it. I did feel badly afterwards that I had so much fun, but I know deep down, Mr. C would be really happy for me. He wouldn't love the idea, but he wouldn't want me to be single and miserable the rest of my life either. Yes, we went on a second outing - I'm not calling them dates, and he does know about everything that has happened. I was super afraid to tell him and worried what the reaction would be. Who would want to deal with someone with so much baggage, but God will only give me as much as I can handle and right now I'm doing pretty well.
I finally made all of my cancellations on the wedding vendors that I hadn't wanted to do yet. I only cried for the first one which was my wedding planner that I took forever to hire and did it about a month before the incident. She was going to help me day of set everything up and do clean up so I wouldn't have to worry about anything.
The school year will be over in 21 days - not that I am counting and I am really looking forward to a relaxing summer to get myself back on track. I'm finishing my Master's this summer and doing some tutoring. Can not wait.
Until next time....AmazingFabulousWedding@gmail.com
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